You think you moved on….?
Yes, you may have moved on because
That’s what you wish but to be honest
You didn’t move on….
These are some of the reason;
You may not be talking to that person
Regularly as it was before…
You may not be calling those names you
Use to call each other…
You may not be seeing each other more often
As it used to be…
You may not be giving each other
Those soft hugs in series no more…
The truth is, at the end of the day
The heart beats back to that person.
Yes it does
You may be receiving those sweet words day and night
You may be called all those sorts of sweet names
You may be given all those promises
You may be given different types of gifts
Yes you may enjoy them because
You only want to escape that Solitude
But once that light is off in that
The mind flashes back to that
Person Sometimes you regret
And tears all over the pillow but
Out of pride you can’t admit it
Yet you’re shrinking from the inside
You keep on debating with your feelings
If you can be forgiven
You might be keeping yourself busy with;
Your friends, Work, Going out, drinking,
Smoking or anything
That can turn your mind off.
Yes that’s what your mind wish but not
Your heart because when you go sleep,
The heart dominates all you thoughts.
Sometimes you keep your head
Looking at your phone
Waiting for that text or call
And once it happens, there’s always
That smile that comes in your face
Before you even open or pick up
That’s the real you
On your birthday you get every type of a sweet word
Which will make your face smile from the outside
Unless you get wish from that person,
Then the day will be perfect.
In Hard times Sick or Lost someone, you’ll
Receive all comforting messages from so called friends
“Some will be authentic and others will be hypocrites.”
But you won’t care and you’ll thank them
In public “social medias” but the real you,
Will go back in the room alone and cry
Because you didn’t see that message from that person.
And at times you’ll slide in the DM ask the
Person why didn’t show up or sent a message
Because from all the comforting words you
Got there were only one person’s words that matter
And you real believe they are real no matter what.
Lastly you always wants know that person’s
Updates in any way possible
So you still think you moved on?